Tw/killing mentioned, no mcd It took Jxxng months until he was able to just come near Hwx again. He could see how the other walked around shells, trying to make him feel comfortable. Hwx wasn't even able to speak, it was as if silence reigned when Jxxng became selectively mute.

The older regretted deeply the moment he decided to lie to Jxxng, maybe at first it was his main intention, but when the younger one finally opened to him and trusted him to be his lover, he couldn't help but fall in love too. And it was his fault, because he couldn't realise

that Jxxng meant so much to him at the right time. He waited until it was too late and Jxxng knew all the truth and reached his breaking point. Some nights he couldn't sleep because of the despair Jxxng's face made when he accepted that Hwx only wanted to kill him.

His heart clenched every time he heard him sob in the other room and made him remember the fateful night that just changed everything. Jxxng wasn't even slightliest close to what he used to be. He was like a dead alive and his eyes looked empty, making Hwx wonder if someday

Jxxng would be back, even if it was hating him more than he used to. It seemed simple, but Jxxng was just in his own bubble the most of the time and it had him being a ghost going from side to side in the house.

But every thought disappeared because Jxxng was hugging him and getting comfortable in his lap, the place thar used to be his favourite. Hwx froze and tried to breath deeply, feeling dizzy. This was the second time Jxxng made a move that had him to be involved.

Jxxng nuzzled on his neck starting to sob really hard on Hwx, and Hwx took the chance to make him feel like he mattered. His arms surrounded his small frame bring him closer. The cries made him feel guilty and for once he let himself to cry as Jxxng. He was afraid that if he

talked, Jxxng would run away. Some tears felt from Hwx eyes, but his heart kept reminding him that he owed this to Jxxng, and that someday Jxxng would heal and be relatively happy as he used to dream of. He kissed Jxxngs forehead and right after whipped his tears, Jxxng was his

priority, and now make him safe would be his main goal.

Honestly I thought about a scene of maf1a Hwx and designer Jxxng and this is hella specific without context, but as I don't know if I will write it I'll keep it hidden.?‍?️?‍?️?‍?️